blind

I went for a camping trip, it was good place for camping. The water is crystal clear and everyone seems to have a good time. I was just sitting there and a girl came asking me something, and i remembered i said no to her question. And i immediately move away. But later, fate it seems loves to play a practical joke once in a while, ironically i fell in love with this girl, and fate again plays the biggest joke on me then, the girl wasn’t in his plan.


I’ve been in love, a couple of times i think, but now, i don’t remember how to do it again. Maybe because it hurts when its over. Maybe i’m just scared, maybe i’m just confused, or maybe i just don’t believe in it anymore. We can give a blind man a stick to find his way, but how can someone who loses ‘love’ find his? I have no answer for that, not right now, not yet, perhaps not ever

putra berjaya

Putrajaya, the city, or federal territory rather, has been kind to me, in a way. Its beautifully landscaped, its peaceful, it has everything but still, incompletely complete. Peaceful has its pro and con, mundane it seems is the essence of peace. In other words, its a boring place. 20 minutes or less of driving around and you have covered all. And in this watching-paint-dry-boring place lies the heart of the government, another bore fact. Even my writing becomes dull.


Going down to KL is a struggle by itself, the traffic, the motorists, the people, the shopping complexes, the complexity of the girls haha. The girls here are unique in their own way, i have no further comment, best leave it at that. Oh come to think of it. Thats why i like sabahan girls better hahaha. And i’m lucky i’m no club goer. But i admit i have my below par approach on life. But yes, i want to be the enemy of my vices, my lusts, my shortcomings. But i look into the mirror and i see a fragile man, but hey, aren’t we all? Till next time